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Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
9:55 pm	shut up. i like doing this lame stuff ok?! : ] The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 20th, 2006
9:12 am	i really need to stop acting like a crazy person. epiphany-- sudden realization: a sudden intuitive leap of understanding, especially through an ordinary but striking occurrence. i think i had one of these. see. i thought when someone had an epiphany that means it changes who they r forever so they can be a better person and stuff like that. u know. blah blah blah. oh no. not me. now i'm just more miserable cuz knowing what i have to do just makes it that much worse. well that's all. i could tell u about my weekend if i wanted. but u wouldn't care. Current Mood: envious Current Music: The Grace- Neverending White Lights (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 10th, 2006
9:56 am	so i'm currently in class. computer class. imagine that. it's terrible. i can't take it anymore. but it's required so may as well get it over with now. hopefully it will be an easy a. and our first assignment is due on monday. and our first test. i love how college u don't get a lot of homework. sometimes i barely feel like i'm in school. this morning i wrote my first paper that's due at 11. it was for psych. does the internet have psychological benefits? haha. i should know. it's all i do here at school. i need to buy a car. but i've been saving since i was 12 and it's just so hard to part with large amounts of money out of my savings. but i will. at some point. but then. not only would i be spending the money on the car. but insurance. gas. and everything else. who wants responsibilities? ha. well i do. but i don't. anyway. no point in rambling on about any of that. i go to canada on saturday. first time. i know. weird. i've never been to canada. but we're having a meet in windsor. our closest meet. i find it funny that our closest meet is in another country. i've been waiting to see if i can do good. since my weight throw is coming along rather nicely. hopefully my shot will be good too. then i work 6-2 on sunday. and that is my weekend. basically every weekend. hang out with a friend or 2. then i'm back to school. but never on sunday can i hang out with friends. OH NO. i go to school in DETROIT. uh oh. watch out! yer kid might be shot if they drive me back at night!! :o! oh wait. that's mean. anyway. the weeks go by pretty fast though. i actually can't believe it's already friday. sooner it's summer the better. i'm pretty sure i still can't feel my feet from walking over here. i don't care if it's our warmest winter! i would like the summer now please. kthanks. i finished pride and prejudice yesterday. really difficult read but i liked it. AND NO I DID NOT HAVE TO READ IT FOR CLASS. haha. oh yes. i said it. i read it for PLEASURE. loser. gosh. i'm done babbling now. i'll advise u now just to not bother reading my entries. i mean. even i get bored reading them over. this is just for me so i have something to do. ha. Current Mood: cynical (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
4:28 pm	if i knew what dead felt like i think it would be how i feel. right now. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
9:38 pm	so i haven't updated in a while. things r going alright i guess. boring like usual. but that's my fault so i can't really complain about it. so my roommate doesn't find me so horrible that we've decided to live together next year too. she's pretty cool. she doesn't listen to music. does anyone find that weird besides me? i swear she never does. and i'm sure lots of people do. but music is so essential to me i guess i just find it really weird. like i was even in her car a few days ago and even the radio wasn't on. when i'm in the car, it's as loud as it goes. and i don't care if yer trying to have a conversation with me. too bad for u. haha. anyway. there i go. in the danielle let's get of topic way. not that i really have a topic. work is work. there really isn't anything to say there. except that they're taking away johntez from me now too. and stormy. only the people i like leave me! it's gonna get so lonely there at 15 and van dyke. : [ haha. i had a really amazing practice yesterday if anyone cares. it felt so good. but i don't have a meet this weekend so i'll have to wait and see if it wasn't just a practice fluke. it's happened before. i just go and suck at the meets. but hopefully i get over that. and then i'll be real excited. and i've also started to do some cardio everyday. and eating kinda healthier. that's harder than the cardio. haha. but i plan to lose 20 lbs by easter. cuz i'm going to california with the track team then. maybe a killer body in a bikini will help me. haha. yeah. maybe. there's my life. work. school. track. so FUCKING exciting. Current Music: Not Enough - Our Lady Peace (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
8:08 pm	so yeah. i go back to school on sunday. no fun. classes start monday. track meet at u of m on saturday. last day of work for a while on friday. stupid f.o.r. work today was alright. i DID get to work with my favorite person ever! so that's always a plus. haha. the 11-7 isn't as bad as it used to b. especially when i get to count the deposit. anyway. so i haven't updated in a while. with anything that amazing anyway. so my christmas was amazing. got that digital camera i've been wanting. now i'm just picture crazy! gift cards. vicky secret. purse. earrings. pretty good stuff. new years. even better. even if i didn't get my midnight kiss. some girls just have all the luck i guess. and i'm just not one of them. jessica = love of my life. so it's all good. yeah i got her back! i got yer back jessica. just let me know when u wanna kick their asses. : ] anyway. there's me getting off on a tangent as usual. so new years. 06 what. this is my year dammit. 05 sucked ass. so 06 better b fucking amazing. or i will just have to go die. haha. k i guess i'm done now. after fully boring all of u. Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 30th, 2005
2:22 am	oh goodness. SARA JEAN YER IN BIG TROUBLE. so i cant go to sleeeeeeeeeep. the end. (Comment on this)
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
8:15 pm	IIIIIIIIII DONT WANT AAALOT FOR CHRISTMAS. THEEEEEERE IS JUST ONE THING I NEEEEEEEEED. I DONT CARE ABOUT THE PRESENTS, UNDERNEATH THE CHRISTMAS TREEEEEEEE. I JUST WANT YOU FOR MY OWNNNNN. MORE THAN U COOOOOULD EVER KNOOOOOOW. MAKE MY WISH COME TRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUE. ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IIIIIIIIIISSS, YOUUUUUUUUUUUU. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
9:18 pm	sooooooo. only 2 more days and 2 more finals until a blissful 3 weeks of no school AND no hw. im so glad im done with hs. these 2 days r gonna b soo slow too. then on friday i have a meet at grandvalley. b home after midnight. how exciting. ha. no work saturday. who woulda thought i could actually sleep in one of these days. so my break starts off pretty sweet. next semester. into psychology, computers, sex crimes, criminal investigations, and gangs and other deviant juvenile groups. 2 of them r only once a week. on twice a week. and 2 3 times a week. not too bad. well im excited anyway. NO MORE ACADEMIC WRITING. thank goodness. hmm. i havent updated in a while. i gave blood sunday before this last one. my iron pill actually is working and i didnt get deferred like i did the last 2 times. and someone told me i chew ice cuz anemic people chew ice. im not anemic but im close. anyway. at least i now know why i have that crazy compulsion. worked this past sunday only 6-11. longest day of my life. and yet. it still went by quickly. cant wait to start this 3 weeks of mcdonalds hell though. should b pretty exciting. and i have to start my way cool manager book. yeah. im sweet. uhm. yeah. been to 2 meets. didnt do so bad. findlay and kent. longest ride of my life. slept on the way there with the best pillow in the world. yep. i own it. u could fall asleep anywhere with it. even a janky, bumpy, nasty, full size van. u of m on the 7th. going back to mott to lift and keep in shape for that one. guess thats all. oh yeah. christmas is in less then 2 weeks. amazing. Current Music: Everything is Akright- Motion City Soundtrack (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 21st, 2005
8:56 pm	back in study table. woo. hoo. so i went down to bgsu for the weekend. i made it there. all by myself! i know. yer proud. it was about an hour and a half drive. then on saturday me and stacey drove to akron to meet this boy shes been talking on the fone with forever. i have to say hes a pretty sweet guy. congrats stacey. let me just go die now. but it was funny that he describes akron like many people describe detroit. ghetto and dont go walking the streets alone. u might get shot. ha. we went shopping at the akron hobunk mall. ha. it was cute. but i spent a bit of money. oops. then we ate dinner at applebees and poor megan, our waitress. she hated us. so i tipped her big i felt so bad. it wasnt like we were doing anything on purpose. we just accidently dropped many forks on the floor or had them taken away on a plate when we werent yet done eating. haha. and the fact that ryan ate my appetizer. youd think hed b able to tell the difference between spicy and bbq. but no. he must have been too caught up in stacey. haha. so anyway. after that little extravaganza we went and saw walk the line. after ryan directed me to the wrong theatre of course. it was ok though i just made sure to give him an extra hard time about the appetizer. haha. but i really liked walk the line. it was a good drama if u like that kinda thing. ryan liked it too but stacey hated it. well too bad. they were making make all the decisions! and i avoid every decision possible. so all in all it was a good time. i just couldnt watch them cuddle. hahah. whatever. im over it. no winter cuddle buddy for me. i got to see the love of my life today. for a long period of time. it was rather exciting. too bad he doesnt know i exist. haha. i miss you. Current Mood: jealous (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
8:08 pm	oh wow. i just realized. i need to update more often or not at all. cuz. i say the same things! over and over. and i dont even realize it. haha. wow. (Comment on this)
7:51 pm	so. i dont understand some of the things i do. i mean really. something is wrong with me. haha. anyway though. i got my schedule for next semester. its pretty sweet. i have had enough of this semester for real. even though next semester will probably b hard with meets every weekend and all. ill never get to come home : [ but the meets should b pretty fun. hopefully i will do well. my high school coach said i would b a good discus and hammer thrower. and i was like ok. but my college coach today said i would b a good shotputter. ha. hmm. i guess well just have to see. about my schedule though. monday wednesday and friday i only have lifting at 8 in the morning then class basically from 10-12. yeah. look at all that time for napping. haha. i know. i judge how good my semester is going to b according to the amount of time i will have to take a nap. haha. its cuz im sweet ok!? haha. then on tuesday ill have class from 11:20-12:35 then a night class from 4-6:30. on thursday ill have class again from 11:20-12:35 and then another night class from 6:40-9:10. not that anyone reading this gives a shit. but im just trying to procrastinate a bit. to get in my hours for study table. so anyway. ive never had a night class. i hope theyre gonna b alright. hmm. what else can i ramble on about? oh. yeah. i love mcdonalds. haha. now how can i go through a whole entry without mentioning the love of my life? haha. yeah. soon i wont b makin the money cuz of track. so im gonna b working all thanskgiving break. yeah thats right. im working on thanksgiving. i know yer jealous. then allll winter break. in between goin to cousino hopefully to lift with my old coaches so i can stay in shape. yeah freshmen 15. i love it! haha. k enough sounding like a fool. im done. oh. and i miss some people. real bad. the end. Current Mood: busy Current Music: The Suffering - Coheed and Cambria (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
8:51 pm	AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. mmhmm. all done. (Comment on this)
Friday, October 28th, 2005
11:30 am	so im sitting in study table right now. bored. i still have 20 more minutes then i can b done for the week. how exciting. then i go to class go to talk to my english prof about a nice little research paper i gotta write. then come home. yay. i get made fun of for coming home every weekend but i dont care!! im sweet ok. gosh. anyway. its boring up here anyway. especially when u dont have a car. im starting to realize that that really sucks. arent there things to do on other college campuses? all we have here r frat parties on the weekends. what. oh yeah. i dont go. cuz i come home. im a little hesitant about the frat parties anyway. in my academic athletic transitions class our teacher talked to the girls about campus rape and date rape drugs and stds and aids and things of that nature. she kinda freaked me out. the students most prone to rape are female athletes and it happens when yer piss ass drunk. so no thanks. i mean i wouldnt b stupid enough to put down my drink and leave then come and drink out of it but the reason that female athletes r the most prone is because they think they r stronger than they really r. and they also think they can handle their alcohol better. whoops. i think both. i love being a part of the statistics. haha. anyway. do u guys care about any of that shit? r any of u female college athletes? ha. no. but this is just a danielle is really bored entry so i hope yall had fun. and just so that i talk about work each entry since im crazy. i work saturday 8-5 and sunday 7-4 cuz im sweet. ha. yep. Current Music: nope. just the super cool sound of running computers. (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
6:42 pm	maybe ill just update every sunday. it can b like a boring tv series. well i worked saturday. see beth says i can pick my hours. since im never sure what weekends ill b coming home. soooo. since i like to go do things on friday nights. i dont really wanna work at 7 in the morning on saturday. beth ill work 9-5. yeah. friday night. 9 oclock. im makin plans. danieeeeeeeeeeeeeeelle. they only have 5 people between 8 and 9. ok beth. now go back to yer vacation. but thats ok. didnt really change my plans. i was just a little more tired. ha. so beth says i can pick my hours this next weekend and no one can change them!! but since im a fool. ill probably just work what i work. 7-4 6-3. since i am breakfast sandwhich master. haa. SO glad im good for SOMETHING. anyway. yeah. worked 8-4. and it was AMAZING. i even got to count the deposit. who woulda thought chris would let me count it. lucky me. i know. then sunday. i worked a marathon. 26 miles. never in my life will i measure running in multiple miles. haha. but anyway i handed out gu. its this gooey energy gel that we just hold out and scream out our flavor til somoeone comes by runnin and grabs it. chocolate sounds like a really funny word now. haha. and besides freezing my ass off since i didnt layer properly it was fun. then i came back and took a real killer nap. then i got up to go to the bathroom. then i closed my door all the way. then i didnt have my key. then i had to call public safety to come open my door. haha. now im here. putting of my homework till im pissed cuz im up late doing it. hmm oh well. and i want taco bell. right now. i want i want i want. i want a lot of things. you cant always get what u want. but if you try sometime. you might just find. you get what you need. (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
8:10 pm	i ran 2 and a half miles today. no likey. i know in the scheme of things thats not a lot but my body just says no to running. ill swim 50 miles. but no running. and those cross country kids who did the 90 minute run. really. the whole time i was running my little 2 and a half miles i was trying to comprehend how and hour and a half of running is physically possible. anyway this running business means i have to wake up at 6 30 cuz im still at home. i was tired. i didnt want to get out of the car when we got here. so i ran got back at 9 30. and slept until my roommate got back at like 7. ha. my less than 2 hours of sleep friday night and working 9 hours after then 4 hours saturday night and running. bad idea. but worth it. woulda done it again. just feel like bitching. i saw waiting on saturday. i love dane cook and all. but waiting was terrible. im glad i had ryan reynolds and dane to look at and the fact that i spent 9 dollars to see this. or i woulda been gone. anyway. for any of u who have gotten this far in my entry and who have not yet seen it. wait for it to rent or something. but it might b a guy movie so my opinion might not matter. but i feel like giving it anyway. hmm see i have trouble updating cuz well. nothing happens. i mean this is a pretty long entry for me. but. it doesnt really contain anything. im just keeping myself busy since ill probably b up all night. god. its really cold in here too. k im done now. with all of it. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Delicate (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
5:24 pm	oh god. just what am i going to do? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
5:22 pm	hmmmm. havent updated in a while. goin to the tigers game tonight. first live sports anything ive been to besides high school. should b fun. uh. ive been 18 for a week now. pretty exciting i know. haha. oh yeah i hate study table. im infatuated with a boy i dont even know. i hate when i miss lunch cuz of a stupid ncaa meeting. ive decided im gonna b a big sister for big brothers big sisters. hmm. i got a b+ on my first college test and a c+ on my first college paper. eww on that paper. i got a free powerade water bottle with my name and sport taped onto it. thats all. Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Cheers Darlin' (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 19th, 2005
6:27 pm	It's my birthday. And u should all get me a present. haha. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
9:45 pm	oh how i love mcdonalds. yeah. worked 7-4. instead of 9-6. but hey. when do i ever actually work what im scheduled? haha. not a problem. i just got a longer nap. so im good. haha. pretty ok day id say. well except for den. he can just kiss my ass. hahaha. and he didnt even speak to me or anything. ha. 6-3 tomorrow. amazing. awww. then back to school. for my birthday. i get the birthday workout. since i workout mon wed fri. yeah. its gonna b pretty intense. hopefully i wont b too tired for my birthday. ha. k thats all. (Comment on this)